Again lonely weekend

After our phone conversation this week, nothing much happened. Boyfriend took over again, I got no signal from her to call on the other evenings. But she finally got to the pile of emails that I had sent to her, she wrote a reply, quite touching at parts. Yes, I am convinced that we belong together. Now I just have to deal with that boyfriend situation.

She is a peaceful accommodating woman. Does not want to create arguments, is always ready for a compromise. That is her problem, in this relation with the boyfriend. He seems to be quite a demanding guy, and she is just taking it. Why?

I definitely need to talk to her, about this, about her relation with boyfriend, about her relation with me. This cannot be talked in SMS one-liners.

The statistics of our communication is quite something: 144 emails, 182 SMS, in the past 4 weeks, starting from nothing. As she is this weekend back from her travel, together again with her boyfriend, I have lots of time to think, to read all the mails we had exchanged. This woman and I belong together. There has never been a couple more matched than we two. It would be a crime if we did not make this relation work. I will try to give it my best.

But there is only a limited time window open for this. She needs to make a decision regarding her boyfriend. I need to make a decisive move regarding my marriage. The window will be open a few more weeks, then it will close. Then we will loose this opportunity, as live goes on, with us in separarate relationships.

This coming week we will hopefully meet in person, and not at a business event, but personally. I place lots of hopes on that.