A great idea!

I slept very badly. Woke up at 4 am. Today she would finally return from all her travel, and we might finally have the opportunity to meet again in person, after all these emails. Maybe I will pick her up from the airport?
As I lie in bed, waiting for the morning sun to appear, I suddenly have this great idea: since she seemed to have been quite oblivious about what was really going on in me, I decided to write everything together, a little story of the whole situation, just from my own perspective. So I spent the early morning hours of today writing our story. Basically all that I have written down here in this blog so far. All my thoughts, my feelings, my motivations. For her to understand, to see why I did things the way I did, to get a look "behind the curtain".
I send it to her, knowing that in the afternoon she would receive this mail, when back at work. Now this would be the official establishment of the next level. Finally all my thoughts would be open to her.

Short SMS from her - I should not pick her up at the airport, she is with friends.
Ok. A little sad. But I respect her privacy. I decide to do a little shopping for her, since the fridge in the apartment must be empty. Some water, two rolls, a nice Feta cheese, biological-organic yoghurt. I have no idea what she actually likes, so I focus on healthy things. I want to bring that to her in the afternoon.

Around 2 pm she has arrived in her office. Short email from her - and I am so happy. But she seemed not yet have read my "report". I have a meeting at work, will be back later to see what she would reply.