The end.

So that was ruined, before it began.
I stare in disbelieve on the computer screen, where her last email is.
How could I think that it is beneficial to be honest to a woman?

What did I misunderstand? I read again the emails, the SMSs, and it seemed so clear that she has an affection to me. So why did my honest reply destroy it? What was wrong in showing her my feelings?

It was probably just too much for her. She is in a relation, she travels with him, she must love him. So where is then my place in this? I just cannot understand this.

Ok, I am ready to quit this "relationship" now.