Silence

The whole day yesterday and today I refrained from writing anything to her. This was quite hard. I kept wanting to write her something, to send an SMS, to type an email, just a friendly hello.... but I did not like this shallow tone to which our emails had turned now, and so I kept silent.

Now I am sitting at a bar, with friends, and I just cannot keep quiet. Sent her an SMS, one hour ago. No reply.