Downfall

In the evening comes her SMS. She will visit her boyfriend, and will stay with him a few days. “I thought I had mentioned that : )”

Ok. Yes, we are on level 8 now alright, but that is not how I imagined it. So the boyfriend is well and alive in her life. What about me then? She seemed to enjoy our SMS-ing so much… ok, her travel had been planned already for a while. And who am, coming out of cyberspace, to tell her what to do.

I am devastated.

That smiley in her SMS was not really necessary.

This I cannot continue. I would send my SMS to her while she would cuddle up to him? This feels weird to me.

So I SMS back “LAST SMS: sorry for having bothered you with my SMS ...”

I cannot imagine that I would send her SMS while she stays with her boyfriend! I would intrude her privacy. So I will stop sending her SMS. Just imagine that my SMS would arrive while they are kissing and hugging.

So she is quite serious with him. He has an apartment in another city, and she just stays there for a few days. And of course sleeps with him.

This feels like the end. I should have known. Actually I knew that this would end badly. But I did not think it would be over already after such a short time ...