Sorting things out with boyfriend?

It is actually only now that I decide that I really should go ahead and upload this blog into the public. Before I made this decision now, I just had written things down, but I thought that it might be not very appropriate to open this whole story to everybody on the planet. I felt that it would be unfair to her, although everything is posted in anonymity, and I will not mention any names.

But the whole story with her enjoying the boyfriend and at the same time flirting with me does leave me with a strangely bad feeling. I do not know if this is normal. I have lost the sense of judging this behavior objectively. Maybe someone who reads this blog could make a comment – I have not experienced anything like this. Maybe I am wrong in my judgment of how she is towards me – maybe she is really not interested in me. Or I could be wrong in my judgment of her relation with the boyfriend – maybe there is nothing at all.

Originally she wanted to do some travel with the boyfriend over the weekend. But this morning an SMS that they would probably not travel. I am so glad to read this: that means they are probably sorting out their relationship, something that would need to be done, considering that we are somewhat moving forward in our own developing relationship.

In a very good mood I spend the rest of the day, looking forward to read more from her.