Where is she?

I am in very good spirits as I get the last SMS from her as she departs from her family. Now I look all the time at the clock, I know her flight schedule.

Now she must have landed. No SMS from her?

Hours pass. The boyfriend must have picked her up already. Maybe they had an argument? Maybe there was an accident? Maybe the boyfriend got mad and has done her harm? I get worried so much. No SMS from her the whole evening, And she had shown such a positive attitude in that last SMS! Maybe it is all too much for her, the boyfriend, this new relations somewhere back home (me), all that traveling... and she just keeps quiet.

I send an SMS, then another one. A few emails… but the whole evening no reply. She must be at the boyfriend’s apartment by now. But now news from her.

I stay awake much of the night. Just a brief sleep from 3-6, then I check again all email accounts. Nothing. I even send an SMS to her parents back home, asking if they know if she arrived? I just want to know if she is safe! I am so worried about her, I love her so much, want to know if she is fine.

No news.

I go to work, am a complete wrack. What happened to her?