Rollercoaster ride

The whole night I slept very little.
I had imagined too much, had wrongfully assumed that I was in a positively developing love story. But she obviously only wanted an intelligent conversation, nothing more.
I have to accept that. Her life seems to be settled, with the boyfriend tight in place. She has been with the boyfriend already more than one year, as she had written in that SMS.

In the morning came an SMS from her. "the last sms? That is very sad."

This touches me. Why would she write that it is sad, unless she really wanted my SMS to continue? Should I get hope again?

I am completely confused. But if she is sad, I cannot be quiet. So I resume SMS-ing, ensuring her that I enjoy being in contact with her.

Her reply: "I like this so much. I would miss your SMS...". Now what is there to second-guess? This is very clear! And I again get my hope up that this may lead to a good relation with her.

A few more benign SMS messages, then she goes to the airport to continue her travel – to her boyfriend. But I am now in a good mood. Hope she returns soon back home to here.