Again travelling

And today I am getting ready for another travel. Will return Sunday night. By then the "situation" will be a lot clearer, I hope.

She will return from her current travel from Egypt today, as I am flying out. Then she will read my emails, my flames, my travel reports, my SMSs on her phone once it is topped up again. Then she has to reply. A decision has to be made, by her. I only can wait and accept this decision.

And if the decision is to stay with her boyfriend, then I will jump without recorse into the night life of the city I am visiting now. Maybe there too will be some attractive female participants in those meetings I will attend; if so, then I will try my very best (which unfortunately is not that good...). I am ready for a couple of one-night stands now.

But if she decides to separate from him, then I will behave like one should behave who is in love. Then I cannot wait to return to the town where I live, to meet her, mabe move together with her. A little more than a week ago, that had suddenly become a real possibility. And I am willing to dare this.