Wishful thinking

A few weeks of silence again. She was on travel, with him. But after her return, she sent me an email. Just a friendly greeting, asking how I am.

I have a feeling that her wedding will not take place. She did not mention it. Of course, that is what I hope for. But I also do not want her to be devastated... if she wants her wedding, wants to be with him, then what can I do other than to let her have her will...

Still, I have the right to hope for what I wish.

And I feel that things are not right between her and her fiancee. Maybe it is just my own wishful thinking... but I sense that something is not ok there. Well, I will find out in the next months. The wedding date is set for sometime in spring. Still a while to go. If I get invited, I will not go. That would be too much to ask from me. No way.